I would generally describe myself as a decent man, but over the past several years, I’ve been cheating on my beloved wife. This I have been doing by hiring the services of London escorts. It started off during our eleventh year of marriage. Initially, it was meant to be nothing more than innocent fun but it has now blossomed to something much more serious and complicated. During the summer of the year 2015, my wife left the country and went to the U.S for some work-related businesses. I saw this as a wonderful opportunity to indulge in my extramarital affairs because my wife was not to be back for at least three months. This is when I met this London escort who took my breath away. Sexy, fun and outgoing, she was everything I needed in a woman. I was very honest with her and I told her right away that what we were having was strictly a “no strings attached” kind of a thing and that she was not to expect anything more from me. Being the professional London escort she is, she perfectly understood where I was coming from. We agreed to keep it casual and we kept seeing each other throughout until my wife came back to the country. Now, almost two and a half years later, I am still seeing her. And things are taking a completely unexpected turn. You see, what started out as an affair is slowly turning out to a real relationship. As much as I would like to deny it, I am getting head over heels in love with her. What complicates this situation is that I am a married man and I am torn on whether I should stick to my marriage or leave my wife for this hot sexy London escort. Let me give you a brief history of my marriage life as it is the one thing that led me to this dilemma in the first place…

My wife and I have been married for a little over thirteen years. We met back in college and after dating for a period of three years, we got married. We both live in London. I am a bank manager and she works as a fashion designer. We have three kids aged 12, 9 and 6. We have bought a house together and our marriage looks perfect. Well… at least to the outsiders. From the time our relationship started, my libido has always exceeded hers by far. I cannot even count the number of times my wife has refused my advances over the course of our marriage. We have even gone for months without making love. Her constant rebuffs have made me feel so resentful of her to the point that I swore to never try to initiate sex. We only have it when she makes the first move. And did I mention that she is not the biggest fan of sex out there? Although our sexual encounters are mutually satisfying and fulfilling (she is not the kind of a woman who fakes an orgasm, so it is easier to know when she is satisfied), I would describe them as rather bland.

Over the years, I have tried to do everything I can to get her in the mood. I have helped in the kitchen, done chores and helped with the kids as much as I possibly can. Unfortunately, this has not helped in any way as she is always complaining that she is too tired for sex, yet she would stay up all night long watching TV or reading. It is a result of frustrations and despair that I decided to seek the services of a professional London escort. Although my wife and I are disconnected emotionally, we both get along well, and our kids are our main priority. The thrill and the excitement of seeing a professional London escort provided a sure way of getting out of my miserable life. It was fun, fulfilling and without the emotional burden that had so much haunted my marriage. I have always been very careful to make sure that my wife does not know about this part of me. She would never accept the fact that she is the one who drove me to the habit of hiring London escorts.

To make it even more fun and fresh, I had decided to never seek the services of the same escort twice. After living with my wife for over thirteen years, and lacking in variety, there was no way I was willing to limit myself to one woman again when a variety of them were out there, eagerly waiting for me. However, like I have already stated above, this all changed about two and half years ago when I met this one London escort. Only one night with her and I was done with the rest. And then it started getting complicated when I started falling in love with her. She does not know my feelings yet because I have not yet gathered the courage to tell her. She is still actively escorting and although I am sure that she is feeling the same for me, I fear that this may not be the right time. I think the reason why I have fallen in love with her is because she is everything that my wife is not. She listens to me and does not judge me unlike my wife who lives for judgment. She puts my needs first unlike the mother of my kids who puts her career and her love for soap operas before me. Although I admit that I am cheating on my wife, the love I feel for this London escort purges out every feeling of guilt that I may be having. Right now, I am not even sure if I love my wife any more. What was initially meant to be an affair has developed to a real relationship with heartfelt emotions. If I leave my wife, I will probably lose custody over my kids. If I stick with my wife, then I will lose the chance to explore my newly found love with my beloved London escort. See my dilemma? I just wish I know what to do…